today is one of those days..

Today is one of those days when I wake up and I wish I were in a foreign country, maybe in a paralel world, without knowing anyone, without those hurts I’ ve had in the past, without any heart-brake, without scars on my soul, without lost loves, without all of those tears teared, without those lost friends, without any pain, with a pure mind, with a shining soul, with an open mind, being truly free, feeling truly beeautiful, being truly humble, having my family united, having my daddy right beside me, having my beloved for ever inlove with me, being healthy, having no problems. 

‘ know what I mean?!


I am gonna follow my dream.Come with me?!


Tattoo Removal

When some of us decide to get tattooed there’s no many reasons needed. It’s cool, it’s funny, it’s fashion.Either way, we all know a person with a junk- tattoo no matter what the reasons are.

I personally thought very well before getting any tattoo(and I have 9) cause I know that a tattoo means a mark which is inked through my skin for ever, it’s not like it is drawed with a pen on skin.I would like to give you the steps of the process so called “TATTOO REMOVAL”.Who knows, I might use this technique someday!

Pre-laser tattoo removal methods include dermabrasion, salabrasion (scrubbing the skin with salt), cryosurgery and excision which is sometimes still used along with skin grafts for larger tattoos. Some early forms of tattoo removal included the injection or application of wine, lime, garlic or pigeon excrement. Tattoo removal by laser was performed with continuous-wave lasers initially, and later with Q-switched lasers, which became commercially available in the early 1990s. Today, “laser tattoo removal” usually refers to the non-invasive removal of tattoo pigments using Q-switched lasers. Typically, black and darker colored inks can be removed more completely.

The issue is that will also  remain scars, so a tattoo cannot be removed completely!








Comparing these facts, I still can’t help myself! 

Plus Size Models

Skinny versus Curvy has been always a matter of argue.

Even though any girl on this planet wants to be “model like look” not many of us has size 0 which leads us to “drakonic” diets, starving, frustration, depression, anorexia or bulimic disorders. No one should be called brave for not following these so called standards because no one has enough arguments to proove that this is the rule of being sexy.

Take for example beautiful armenian socialite Kim Kardashian who by appearing on T.V. and by getting famous, entailed a new standard of beauty by being curvy but not fat, by being sexy but not vulgar. 

Comparing Kim with Kate Moss i would say that Kate should never be called “sexy”, even though she is now, one of the best paid top- models of the world.

Kate got famous back in the 90′ by signing a contract with Christian Dior and by becoming one of his beloved muse.Being compared with her younger catwalk colleague Giselle Bundchen, she has been left behind by this gorgeous “Victoria’s Secret ” top- model who, later became the world’s best paid supermodel. Comparing these facts, we can see the increase of fashion standards that changed it’s rules from “super skinny, size 0” to “super sexy, size 0  is now size 2”.

Gourgeos models like Adriana Lima, Heidi Klum, Alessandra Ambrosio, tara Lynn,Tyra Banks, Kimmy Kardashian  set up new rules, new standards, new oportunities for those who are “fluffier” by having more than size 0.

All of us should get rid of frustrations, get rid of being scale- slave and embrace the sentence “I am sexy, curvy and I love it!”.




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Embrace your beauty!

Being junkie

The word “junkie” became a way of living.Fashion, talking, acting, music, clubs, friends, magazines, fame, sex, drugs.

I love this kinda fashion-living-way.Gotta try it


The chance to a new life

I am extremely sick.l got flu.A simple virus but that’s not the point.The point is that i realized few consequences of the facts I did some time ago.Something like 2 years ago.Took drugs to a party, felt good, I paused, I wanted to be cool, I searched danger and I took a fucking deep trip in this shit and finally I committed social suicide: quit school,  quit fighting, quit living.
I got a infection of the liver which agravates me every little flu or headache or anything I have, i quit drugs (kinda) and I found myself into a completely new situation like me quitting myself.Splitting and selecting my memories, my character and finally my everything.on.I wonder one thing: How come, the person I ran of, which is my mother always was there, knowing and crying in the back of my destruction and when I finally woke up, she waited me after all I had done.I’m still shocked.Dunno why.But I know it!
If  u could simply understand me, I would be fucking happy.I really need good advices and bit of “virtual” support.
If u wanna get a shot of what I mean, watch the clip I posted above and write me something.Even if ur comment is something like “kjhbskdjbdsag”, I am happy that some thought of  it.I really wanna start it over. I really need it!

Glamy- girlish

Wildfox Couture pink tee
60 GBP –

Miss Selfridge cream handbag
28 GBP –

Rubber bracelet
$4.99 –

H M metal ring
3.99 GBP –

Lanvin studded leather belt
$1,255 –