I love this kinda fashion-living-way.Gotta try it

I am extremely sick.l got flu.A simple virus but that’s not the point.The point is that i realized few consequences of the facts I did some time ago.Something like 2 years ago.Took drugs to a party, felt good, I paused, I wanted to be cool, I searched danger and I took a fucking deep trip in this shit and finally I committed social suicide: quit school,  quit fighting, quit living.

I got a infection of the liver which agravates me every little flu or headache or anything I have, i quit drugs (kinda) and I found myself into a completely new situation like me quitting myself.Splitting and selecting my memories, my character and finally my everything.on.I wonder one thing: How come, the person I ran of, which is my mother always was there, knowing and crying in the back of my destruction and when I finally woke up, she waited me after all I had done.I’m still shocked.Dunno why.But I know it!

If  u could simply understand me, I would be fucking happy.I really need good advices and bit of “virtual” support.

If u wanna get a shot of what I mean, watch the clip I posted above and write me something.Even if ur comment is something like “kjhbskdjbdsag”, I am happy that some thought of  it.I really wanna start it over. I really need it!

Glamy- girlish by Pureyasmin featuring rubber bracelets

A former classmate of Kerli at Elva High once described her as “the only one who dared to be different.”

Even when the media in Estonia labeled failure as “Kerli Syndrome” Kerli felt no resentment towards her home country. She told Neon Limelight in a 2008 interview:

“No, I don’t feel any resentment. For a while, because I left Estonia and Estonians didn’t hear anything about me so all these Estonian young singers were like….it was called the “Kerli syndrome.” This term in Estonian press that was called “Kerli syndrome” that meant failure. So the young artists were like, ‘I don’t want to be like Kerli and go get signed and go to America and have nothing out.’ They just didn’t know that I was actually working on a project the whole time. It’s like when you’re caught up in that little bubble and you don’t really know that taking and going to a larger place just takes more time. I guess they’re slowly turning around now and understanding that I really was doing something here.”

In 2006 Kerli signed a contract with Island Def Jam records and her debut album, titled Love Is Dead, was released on July 8, 2008. Kerli also has a self-titled EP available only on iTunes that includes the songs “Walking On Air,” “She’s In Parties” and “Love Is Dead.” The music video for “Love Is Dead” was released by Universal Music Group on February 29, 2008, and the music video for “Walking On Air” premiered on MTV Overdrive on May 20, 2008. Starting mid-July of 2008, “Walking On Air” has been getting minimal rotation on Top 40 stations. “Walking On Air” was also the free “Single of the Week” on iTunes for the week of July 21st, 2008.

One year has passed again.

We are in 2011, with new dreams, new hopes, new ambitions, new chances.What can be more delightfull than feeling like you are born again, having a whole new life?!

For 2011, get some real ambitions!

Like Get a job in case u do not have one

Find a new talent of yours

Take good care of your health

Quit smoking

Quit doing things that are not good for yourself

Get some new buddies

Do some changes in your room

Change your look

Fall in love

Find your own freedom

Renew yourself!

And finally, Live Free Or Die  Hard!

Have a happy happy happy 2011!

“A Lady is a woman, but a woman isn’t always a lady.”

“It was a rainy afternoon.I was standing with my head on his chest, listening to his fast`beating heart.I was tickling his soft skin, I was playing with his everything.

We lightened a cigarette, we started smoking while a small conversation started .Kind of a coffee- talk.

I asked him how can he be so dual.Like now he is a big player, mocking around with any girl`s feelings, and in the next moment, if he wants to, he is the wisest man on earth.

He delicately smiled, he looked at me, he shrugged his shoulders and kissed my cheek.This was one of his secrets and I wasn`t good or wise or trustful enough to be able to find this out.

He asked me what do I think I am.I said I am a woman.He smiled again and shrugged his head like he already knew the answer.In my head was a total mess.I could not understand anymore what was happening.

“There are women and ladies.There is no middle way.If you ask me, you are a woman.It is not relevant to explain you why, you will have to discover this by yourself if you want to make a change inside.”

I had no reason to feel blue, he was totally right.There were too many reasons  proofing that I am just an ordinary woman no matter what my personal opinion about myself was.

So I took a look around me and I asked for help.I really wanna be a LADY, not an ordinary WOMAN because I have the right to shine , just like you do!”

Start building your self confidence!

Start doing those things that make you feel pretty and beautiful and confident and whatever makes u feel like a lady.

Be childish when it helps:

Be mysterious when all the spotlights are watching you:

Be feminine:

Be natural:

Aş vrea – Sa`mi gasesc fericirea adevarata in lucrurile simple, cu adevarat inocente.
Păstrez – Mai nimic , am grija sa recapitulez

Mi-aş fi dorit -Sa ma respect mai mult pe mine insami

Nu îmi place – lipsa mea de ambitii sau teluri.

Mă tem – Sa nu ma trezesc intr`o zi realizand ca nu am realizat nimic nici aici, pe pamant, nici dincolo.

Aud – Muzica Universului
Îmi pare rău – Că nu pot spune ‘Îmi pare rău’ atunci cand chiar este nevoie.

Îmi place – Muzica Universului, Dragostea, uniunea sufletelor.
Nu sunt – Ceea ce par, nici ceea ce ar trebui sa fiu.
Dansez – Da, si imi place!

Niciodată -Nu reusesc sa`mi expun punctele de vedere fiind sigura pe mine si convinsa de ceea ce gandesc..Din pacate.

Par -Uneori pitzipoanca alteori  boschetara

Plâng – dar de obicei ma ascund, nu vreau sa fiu vazuta.Plang de durere, de nervi, de bucurie.

Nu-s întotdeauna – Cum se aşteaptă oamenii să fiu în acel moment

Nu îmi place la mine -pf…sunt multe lucruri care nu`mi plac.

Sunt confuz – Cand vine vorba de a`mi impartasi principiile sau cand e vorba de a spune ce`mi doresc.

Am nevoie -De sinceritate, protectie, dragoste neconditionata, libertate, discernamant.

Ar trebui – Sa invat sa`mi ascult inima

It doesn`t matter that the sun is no longer shining nor that it`s raining.

A good outfit makes us feel confident, ready to climb any mountain.

UGG is the answer for any casual and comfortable outfit.I will give some cool ideas that u can apply in any  period.

UGG`s combined with jeans/ripped jeans:

Another cool combination: UGGs and a dress or a skirt:

Now, that u have the greatest outfit, u can stand any weather, honey!